Its a bit surprising that 2014 is more than half over now. 2015 will be on its way, and another year will have passed. It will almost be a year of being out of school come this December. Almost a full year of not being a student and enrolled in classes.
My friend is starting her year of living in Japan now. I look forward to seeing her blog updates and hoping that I too will be able to go on an adventure there.
I'm trying to keep up with post college stuff, finding work, freelance, and trying to keep myself from drowning in thoughts and neglecting things and looking forward to things that make me happy. Idk, Some days I feel really ambitious, and the ideas and courage comes bursting out. Some days, I get discouraged and feel like locking myself in my room for some days.
Its something I am trying to shake off for years now. Get some sort of balance going, keep up that momentum. But it never seems to last too long.
Buuuuut, I have been making and uploading a few new Youtube videos again. I got pretty inspired taking in new music, videos, and also video suggestions from Ultra and Tairen. So I feel pretty good about that! I have some ideas I just need to get out of my head. Cooler ones than just make up tutorials that I have been doing for a long time. Even though my latest video is a make up tutorial, it has been sitting for months waiting to be finished. So I guess that's ok. lol
sidenote: There will be a video to piggy back off of my Youtube Welcome video eventually, and a video that will be coming out in 16 days! I think its cool and hope you all will like it too.
Though I like that I am making some new stuff here and there, I feel kind of guilty in a way. I should be focusing my time on job and career stuff. But... it's a part of the creative field... kinda. hahaha.
Lets my mind take a break from staring at words and corporate speak and whatnot.
I have been getting a lot of advice from coworkers, friends and art buddies. Sometimes its a lot to take in and process with so many other ideas and what not, but I am grateful.