Tuesday, November 27, 2012


I am hoping for big changes and lots of happiness. I feel that in this day and age, and in society in general we forget things that makes us happy. True things that makes us happy. The little things. The simple things.

I feel like I know the root of depression and stuff like that (well, atleast for me, and maybe some close people). I feel that there are so many expectations and if you are too different, either you care about them , or you dont. If you are expected by age 23 to have a, b, c, d, etc, and you only have a few of those, you might feel pressured or sad that it didnt happen for you. But damn, that is what someone else says YOU should get. SOMEONE ELSE!

That bit helped me out so much, and I feel like the darkness that would overtake me, has grown so little, just a shadow. I dont have to feel bad about some stuff. It is what it is. I am surviving, that should be good enough. Maybe I like things too simple >: D

But, thinking simply can just get the clutter off your mind. Taking time out for yourself, clearing your mind, etc. Get a grip on things and move on and keep learning.


This week, Moga came to Chicago. I swore the dinner meet we had with tomo and kira*kira and i was was for wedsnesday...but luckily I  wasnt sleep yet, and was able to make it out on monday night . 
I think they took a few better pix than i did -_____-.

On Saturday, I went out with Sam and Ashley. We played Dance Central and a taiko drum game. SO cute!

I am not too coordinated when it comes to instruments but I tried! lol

Ash and I at the art show her friend was hosting.

I have less than a month left for this semester. SO STRESSFUL. I just want to sleep, but I am planning out my time for projects and studying. 
gah... Why cant I make a super awesome clone to go to school for me?

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Sweet Look trial

So, Lolo is a super cutie gyaru that pulls off light,"natural" gal looks so nice!
 I usually only go light for job interviews, or when I am running late to class, but I decided to actually put forth the effort to make a sweet look.
Many of you may recall that I used to lay on my eyeliner pretty thick and bold! Even Rio said my face looked naked in the sweet looks.


Here is my sweet eye make style:

no liner, just lashes
i think i used celeb eye and a half of nudy lash for the bottom

Top liner and shadow + glamorous lash and half of nudy eye lash

top liner and half way bottom liner and shadow+ cats eye with a half wing for length, nudy eye plus a cut up lash from the beauty supply. 

These aren't in order AT ALL, but some different styles I was messing around with.

The only thing is, I don't dress "cute". Either casual or a more bold crazy sexy style.... Not sure what to do if I want to do sweet looks more often. O.o;;

Thursday, November 1, 2012

So... You Want to Wear Something Short?

I sometimes see gals post things about clothes being too short, usually skirt or dress wise.
I know you don't want a panty slip, or have your dress rise up when you are dancing or getting up from sitting down, or what have you.

So what is the the best thing?
You can do one of two things:

1. Buy shorts or shorts like items that are skin tight.
like black spanks, or something that can be concealed and also give you coverage!
2. Make quick 'shorts' out of leggings.
All you have to do is cut the legs off and you are good to go(they might roll up a bit though, so keep that in mind if they are really tight.)

Now, unless you are just insecure about your legs, this is helpful. You dont have to worry about creepers trying to catch a glimpse of your boo-thang or your cooter, and you don't have to worry about showing off your undies to strangers!! (Just make sure you do neaten your skirt or dress though!)

Easy way to wear your skirts! And also being modest in a way.

I wore shorts under the skirt because it was hella short.
Skirt isn't that long, but thin shorts for just in case.

Not alot of examples.... but I hope that helps any gals out if they are worried about panty flashing!